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SHIFTED!

2007-08-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

http://reiko7.wordpress.com/

may angels guide my princess to heaven.

2007-08-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

my dog.. aka ah girl.. aka my family's princess.. passed away in the evening. i just bought a kimono for her to wear when i went to japan.. i rushed back from work.. only to c n touch her cold hard body.. i can't close her eyes.. her expression shows tt she's in pain when she died. it all started when her shit really stank. n she kept vomitting.. her asshole got blood, but my dad n maid tot it was menses. unfortunately, it was not. she barked real loudly b4 she died. when my maid heard her bark, she ran up to c what happen, only to find her lying in her bed, already dead. it just pains me to c her expression, even though she is already dead, she still refuses to close her eyes, as if waiting to c my 2nd bro for the last time.

gone r the days when she would climb on me when i'm fast asleep. i'll miss the days having her bed beside me, welcoming me when i reach home.. n her pretty face.. tonight, is the last night she shall sleep in her bed, beside me.. yes, some of u might think it's gross. but it's my last night with her. i'm gonna cremate her tmr morning. i just want to have her by my side for the last time.

she will be greatly missed by many. those who have seen her would know how pretty she really was. every1 loved her pretty fur, her pretty features.. her slim n petite figure.. i'll miss her smell..

only the maid was around when ah girl pass away. she contacted my mum, who was with my dad eating at jurong point. n they rushed back. my mum called me n my bro @ work, saying it was urgent. after work, i n my bro shared a cab back. my bro's gf also rushed to our house coz she loves to play with our dog, always saying how pretty she looked, how light n nice she is to carry.. paul borrowed his uncle's car and also rushed all the way down. i wanna thank him for rushing to that vet which provides cremation service just to get a form and also relevant information b4 coming to my house to make sure i'm fine.

to pple who have dogs, play with them more often. u'll start to miss the times u didn't hv time to play with it when your hands touch the cold, hard body. tt's an advice i would like to give to all those dog owners out there.

Ah Girl
Aged 6
[18.05.2001 - 16.08.2007]
Greatly missed loved ones.

my 2nd bro

2007-08-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

hi pple, i'm back from japan. in this entry, i wanna introduce to u.. my maid. i'll tell more abt my trip to japan in my next entry. there's just too much to write. ok, so here's my maid.

yes. this is a really good maid coz his hiring fee is really cheap. just gotta translate the menu to him, n if u dunno or translate wrongly, it still doesn't matter. yeah, so he does lotsa stuff like wake me up after he showers in the morning telling me it's my turn.. when i go shower, he asks me what i would like to drink in the morning n he will prepare for me.. carrys my bag when my shoulders ache.. packs the luggage bag with all the souveniors nicely on the last day.. basically i dun need to worry abt anything la.

i caught these 2 toys from those arcade machines..

n i was lazy.. so..

to end this, i hope she rests in peace.

じゃあ。

living in a lie

2007-08-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

there are mant things i would like to say. however, due to the certain reasons, i can't type it out 100% clearly. but here goes..

so peeps, have you tried living in a lie..? living day to day.. having to cover up just to avoid gossips? it's quite terrible actually.. if u think abt it..

n is "busy" an excuse? i hope not.. these few days.. i've been trying to call a friend to talk to.. only to get the excuse that he is "busy".. sometimes.. all tt person need is 5 mins.. if only some1 who understood turned up.. another 1 wouldn't have commited suicide. perhaps.. he doesn't understand this logic.. n thus the reply "busy, some other day".. i dun believe that calling umpteen times and smsing.. only the smses returns..

not that i dun have others to call or whatsoever. i just tot tt he would be the most suitable candidate to call, tt's all.

n yes pple, i've been losing my appetite recently. where the hell my big appetite went, i wonder too. lost abt 2 kgs since 1.5 weeks ago. hope i dun collapse so soon. me and my frequent tummyaches, headaches.. etc.

i'll be MIA from 8 August 2007 - 15 August 2007. Till then..

じゃあ。

puppet

2007-08-05T10:55:00.000+08:00

stop manipulating my thoughts. the more you force me into it, the more i will rebel. i hope this will end soon. i'm not any1's puppet.

じゃあ。

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe

2007-07-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hanazakarino Kimitachihe, a.k.a hana kimi.. a.k.a 花樣少年少女. yes pple, the jap version is out! not complete though. i've watched abit so..

泉 is acted by the actor who acted as 類 in hanayori dango (流星花园, also the jap version)..
英开黄金右脚 acted by some unknown guy who isn't tt cute.
大树 is damn scary. not cute at all.
瑞希 looks so like a girl. but is cute n funny.
南学长 is not cute, looking weird.
怏怏 is not girly looking at all. short n a little plump.

overall, the taiwan version seems nicer as the casts r more eye candy compared to the japanese version. still, i shall watch n c which storyline is nicer. coz they both edited a little, i guess.

じゃあ。

i'm back!!

2007-07-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

hi pple! i'm back! doing OT these few days. oh man. attachment is ending. i'm so gonna miss the pple (esp those who were / are in my aisle). i'm missing kai sin. she should be enjoying herself in taiwan now. less VTs = more work for us. =))

just some sweet memories of my 6 mths attachment.

jasmine's treat @ sakae! her promotion treat! sharon's not in the pic, obviously she's the 1 taking the pic, duh.

Jasmine, ms garfield. together with the overdue picture which kai sin drew for her. If u c me do OT till 11pm, it's coz of her. not tt i mind, though.

if you thought that only jasmine got hers, i got mine too! first in the list! dun ask y isn't as cute n attractive as the others. probably coz it's the guinea pig.

then there's iwee's!

and finally sharon's! jasmine's 1 is.. overdue.. latest among the 3 of us she drew for.

yes, this is the pic of me n the artist, kai sin. we tot we looked cute. Pls Note, THOUGHT.

sharon, iwee and hong peng. 2 of the 3 r not natural. think abt it, who smiles to the menu? hmm..

Not to forget, my bday falls on 14 July, while Shi wei's (another VT from SMU) bday falls on 15 July, it's her 21st bday! yay! haha. The lovely colleagues in my & shi wei's aisle (note, it's the same aisle) decided to celebrate it for us. so they did up a letter and printed it out and gave us. From the outside, it seems like we received the bonus letter. inside, it's just a letter for us to collect our birthday cake. so sweet of them.

the simple birthday cake.

the people in our aisle. bottom row (from left to right): jasmine, shi wei, me and sharon. top row (from left to right): suba, hong peng, christina and iwee.

the birthday girls! we were both wearing specs tt day. we have the same spectacle frame. but she insisted tt she nv took pictures with her specs on coz she finds it ugly. so i compromised and TRIED to look pretty. yes, i'm trying real hard, can't u tell? LoL.

じゃあ。

2007-07-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

-ANNOUNCEMENT-

i am closing my blog for the time being. there shall not be anymore updates till who knows when. Haha.

Till then

じゃあ。

transformers

2007-07-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

yes, i forgot to update abt transformers. thanx yi fan. alright, i watched transformers last thurs (28/6) at 2130 hrs. free tix with compliments from OCBC titanium credit card. show was, like yi fan said, awesome. yes. n the show ended at 0000, thus i had to take the cab home. n cab fare was.. $19.55! freak. wonder y his is only $9.45 eh? i love bumblebee. n the nice graphics.. n the storyline. in short, the whole movie.

anyway, this is jay's latest song. take your time to enjoy. if u want the song, feel free to find me. =))

something has been going wrong since a few mths ago. unfortunately, she didn't realise she changed to much. but then again, mayb it's us who changed.

じゃあ。

Die hard 4.0

2007-06-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

today, i watched die hard.. 4.1? i dunno, maybe it's die hard (with special effects). y? coz the aunty next to paul kept going "aiyoh! cham liao cham liao!", "si liao(as in die liao) si liao!".. or "lai liao!".. erm.. thanx for the special effects, aunty! feels like watching some pirated movie. got sound effects 1.

anyway, that movie.. isn't really worth the money. but still, pple, pls watch it in the theatres if u wanna watch it ya~ dun support piracy. at least, try not too. =)

じゃあ。

emo.

2007-06-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling emo today. all the JC VTs have ceased employment today. kai sin is leaving. i'm gonna miss her. the office is gonna be so quiet w/o her.

some photos i took with her for your viewing pleasure..

that, is kai sin. bought marshmallows for us! nice!

keroro! i gave it to kai sin as a farewell gift. take good care of it eh!
bring it to london with u!

just having some fun after work. do i have long arms? or is kai sin's 1 short?

acting chao ah lian.

じゃあ。

- sorry tt u had to bleed coz of me -

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2007-06-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

another song to intro. from the drama, 斗鱼.

all these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that holding me all night

i dont how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to keep, to have, to share

in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end

in this world
there's no place i'd rather be
you're my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know you've come to see
that you're the one
till the end

all my friends around me
say you'd be gone too soon
baby, i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end

in this world
there's no place i'd rather be
you're my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all
i know you've come to see
that you're the one
till the end

you'll always be
till the end.

Hope you pple enjoyed it.
じゃあ。

sadded

2007-06-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

i realise. i can only make pple sad. come find me if u wanna feel sad.

seriously, i dun wanna end up like my parents, quarrelling every other day. just hope tt it wun be another de javu. period.

the supervisor says, the call centre looks like a CHILDCARE centre now. decorate until so kua zhang. somemore every 3 mths must change. siao. think we so free meh?

じゃあ。

bad day!

2007-06-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

terrible day. didn't have appetite to eat lunch. but gave in to my burning stomach at 1530.

watching harry potter with PwC on 18 July. doesn't matter, it's free.

i tot i was a daddy's girl since young. mayb my dad doesn't love me anymore. oh well.

じゃあ。

with the new rules, it's time to get a new part time job.

2007-06-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

shit tt new boss. wtf is with the new rules? given slots according to availability (k, tt's reasonable) n performance? wider job scope? u think we are still in primary sch? still giving demerit points to judge performance? u need prefects to assign the demerit points? i hope every1 HUMAN resigns. then u n your robots can go pick up the phonecalls yourselves. also, do u happen to know what a television is for? it's for watching television programmes. and watch for? entertainment la! so wun so bored la! there is a purpose for the television. i'm definately sure the three flat screens are not there for display. for your info, i nearly forgot that DEMERIT POINTS exist.

ok, with the new rules, it's time to get a new part time job. so.. readers, any job lobang to intro?

じゃあ。

fantastic 4: Rise of the silver surfer!

2007-06-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

took half day of no pay leave. coz today's his last paper. yay! happy for him! おめでと!

so we wanted to catch a movie.. wanted to watch shrek 3 or ocean thirteen initially.. then when queueing.. we saw "Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer (In 2K)" so we decided to watch it. i was like "what so great abt 2K? i tot the latest thing is 4K?" so when we watch the movie. the first screen shows "WHAT IS 4K?" n the commercial explained a little.. so i think.. i watched the 4K 1 ba? in any case, pple. THE 4K VERSION IS DAMN CLEAR! CAN SEE ALL THE DETAILS! i was like "wah..." like a sua ba ku.. when the movie just started. FYI, i watched it at Vivo.

So we were abt 10 - 20 mins into the show.. suddenly. screen went black. did i pay $8 to watch a pirated 4K movie? hmm. so every1 in the cinema was wondering what happened, then the lights on.. n after a while, they dimmed the lights once again.. so i expected it to continue from where it was cut off. but NO~ it started ALL OVER AGAIN. thank goodness the screen didn't went black when it was 1 hr into the show..

7 more weeks to end of attachment! hoo!

じゃあ。

if only..

2007-06-08T17:22:00.001+08:00

if only, he knew that i am already losing my friends..

what have i become?

じゃあ。

PMS-sing. Mood swings.

2007-06-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't bother abt voicing out how i feel. when he doesn't even listen.

it's either she get hurt, or i get hurt. mayb i'm worth the sacrifice. all i can say is sorry, but i'm not that generous.

if he can go out with HER alone, y can't i go out with HIM alone too?

MCP.

Also, i should stop complaining and just shut up.

じゃあ。

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me,
Let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care.
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me ?
Would you swear that your love is always true ?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away ?

Would you be there to love, to be with me ?
Would you swear that your love is always true ?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away ?

Would you be there ..

bored.

2007-06-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

it's weird.

I dun feel happy these few days. perhaps it's just the over sensitive me i'm feel neglected... making the mole into a molehill. oh well, being taken for granted, is normal.

I can't wait for my white PSP. Fret not, for i still want my white DS lite. =))

Singaporeans.. are ugly. i dropped my earpiece's clip just now in the mrt. so every1 looked at what dropped with the 3 words "is that money?" on their faces. Upon seeing that it is just a useless clip, every1 got back to what they were doing, and i had to walk over to pick it up. can't believe tt guy who was standing beside where the clip dropped is such a "gentlemen". he excused.. to let me bend down n pick up the clip myself. Well done, singaporeans.

じゃあ。

POTC!

2007-06-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

pirates of the carribean: at world's end. is nice. next movies to watch : men in white, shrek 3, fantastic 4: rise of the silver surfer, transformer, nana 2 and harry potter! k, harry potter 1 still quite some time.

yesterday. i lost my eZ link card. yeah. sad. i'm not sad tt i lost my eZ link. i'm sad i lost my mickey mouse hand. =( however~ since tt hand is already scratched, slightly spoilt n it's turning yellowish.. i'll just let it pass. old 1 dun go, new 1 dun come. =)) shall go japan to get a new 1. LoL.

so the gan jiong me. called transitlink hotline to block my eZ link so tt whoever is using my eZ link cannot use it. so cool.. for those who have not lost your eZ link card b4.. the person told me that they will refund me the $ i have left in my eZ link. n also pro-rate the $ left from my mrt concession.. n return tt amount to me! heng ah.. i tot my mrt concession $45.. i just bought on 26 May.. i tot liddat gone liao. but phew~ ya. n called National Library Board to block my card too.

erm, yeap. tt's abt it.

じゃあ。

great day!

2007-05-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

ms japan won ms universe 2007! so cool! =))

take some time to listen to my current blog song, pple. if you want the song, just ask from me.

i'm gonna have a sore throat.. n 2 ulcers, right next to each other. y? coz i bit my lip today. n it's like the upper n lower teeth "pinched" tt small portion of my lip. so.. does tt mean.. i can take MC this coming friday? *grins*

じゃあ。

Oh happy day!

2007-05-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

i took 1 day of MC today. chao geng at the docs and got an mc. accompanied my mum to the hospital. went to chinatown to book the F&E tour to japan with mummy. so freaking cheap. singtel offer.. S$788 + S$253(airport tax) for 5D4N (if 2 pple r going)! for the first 5 pple every week! offer till 15 June i think. ya. so me n mummy will be going. Details are as follows:

Date of departure: 10 August 2007 @ 0830hrs.
Date of arrival: 14 August 2007 @ 2340hrs.

watched blades of glory with hern ying chan just now. it's funny. n the lady beside me laughs like.. *snort* hahahaahah!! ya, tt was how she laughed. it's a gayish show. gayishly-funny i guess.

n pple, once again, my hair is straight. LoL.

we went body shop, saw a staff at the cashier.
me: omg! y body shop got guys working de?!
hy: no la! is girl! got breast!
me: huh? really meh? guy lAH!
hy: no..
me: k, nvm. we queue the we c if guy or girl ok?
so we queued.. n hy finally said.. "yeah, tt's a guy."

GSS IS ON!! SHOPPING QUEENS! IT'S THE SEASON! i'm super high.

fortunately, apple shops sell tokidoki iSkins, so i dun have to buy the 1 i 1 online. unfortunately, they didn't sell the skin i want. =(

じゃあ。

disappointing service.

2007-05-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

to the lady at SA tours. STOP ACTING LIKE I GOT NO MONEY TO GO ON TOUR JUST BCOZ I CHECKED THE PRICE FOR GOING FREE & EASY.

じゃあ。

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2007-05-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

give me endless summer. Lord i fear the cold..

じゃあ。

i dislike...

2007-05-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

i dislike "my neighbour". ALOT.
____________________________________
Sorry girl but you missed out
Well tough luck that boy's mine now
We are more than just good friends
This is how the story ends

Too bad that you couldn't see,
See the man that boy could be
There is more that meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy
And I'm just a girl
Can I make it any more obvious?
We are in love
Haven't you heard
How we rock each others' world~

Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
_____________________________________

I love this song. N i seriously hate "my neighbour". Anyway, the lyrics is from Avril Lavigne - Sk8er boy, for those who dunno. =)

じゃあ。

tokidoki!

2007-05-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

i love tokidoki's products! so cute!!! n nice!! check them out!!

http://www.tokidoki.it/

じゃあ。

爱, 我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的..

Sorry.. 对不起.. ごめんね..

he said..

2007-05-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

[edited]

If you didn't c what i blog. too bad.

じゃあ。

ji pun char bor.

2007-05-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

i'm high. i get high easily when pple mistake me as or call me a japanese. LOL. looks like my efforts ain't wasted. i simply love japan! my land of the rising sun!

k, enough of tt. the weather is so freaking hot these few days. pple, do take care. drink more water! Eat more fruits n veggies! n meat! have a balanced diet! ok, tt's lame. i dunno what to blog abt. so..

じゃあ。

没有起伏的情绪, 因为你出现后划破平静.. 震撼我已紧封闭的心, 冰山河雪在融解.. Thanx for melting the ice prison. =)

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2007-05-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

i love this song. describes how i feel.

じゃあ。

worst friday.

2007-05-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

many tots going thru my head, as usual. but i dunno how to put it in words. so to summarize.. i had a bad day. the worst friday ever. =)

LO, i think u should stop giving us your stupid attitude.

じゃあ。

thanx for tolerating all my nonsense. =)

i dun cry on the outside anymore..

2007-04-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

it's a good thing tt i dun cry on the outside anymore.

i had a bad day. things r not going my way recently. mentality has been changing. starting to hate noise more n more. where's little miss sunshine? i dun wanna go back to my old quiet self who hates the whole world. somebody save me..

I got a msg for my dearest LO again. Thanx for going around telling the other LOs that 2 girls copied each others report eh? thanx alot man. what abt hock soon n his friend? didn't they get caught for plagarism too? y izzit only me n hy? y is your mouth so freaking big? what's your fucking problem? i HATE pple who are big mouths. and i mean, PEOPLE.

I'm a serious case of a social anorexic. I dunno, like why hock soon rather ask crystal whether i'm attached than ask me directly when i'm also online at tt time.

N i'm only human, i need my own personal time, space and privacy too. Why can't pple just respect tt? argh.

じゃあ。

he who listens to me complain and my endless comments at all times. meh meh.

MIA.

2007-04-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

Dear friends, the workaholic me shall be MIA for the time being. Reason being: WORK. Well, i'll try to update this blog once in a while..

I'm the workaholic. Look at what time i WORKED for the past few days.
Friday 0830-1730 & 1845-0245.
Saturday 1700-2300.
Sunday 0745-1800.

I'm dead tired. seriously, dead tired. Lucky for me, he's always there to lend me a shoulder to lie on when i'm tired. =))

じゃあ。

i feel terrible.

2007-04-26T10:07:00.000+08:00

i dunno how i could afford to break his heart. i feel terrible. really terrible. i'm the worst.

じゃあ。

爱情是你独特的味道
在我的心中围绕
别人都不了
只有你知道
因为你世界不再单调
我的微笑
你明白就很好..

dots.

2007-04-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

been thinking alot lately. i know it's true tt there is no such thing as a free lunch in this world. nth is so simple. there's always temptations around..

i'll c how it goes. i have to be strong when it's against all odds.

i'll be working on friday.. 6pm-12am.. workaholic. haha. being a workaholic is nice, when life is boring, i just work n work n work.

going online.. is boring.

じゃあ。

i think it is not very nice for a kid to open his/her present b4 his/her birthday becoz he/she will not get to enjoy the surprise and the process of waiting.. if u get what i mean.

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2007-04-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

i feel dirty.

じゃあ。

i'm glad i made the right choice.

2007-04-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

any decision made is final. =) since even mummy agrees with me, it's obvious i made the right choice.

i shall not blog abt the details.

i'm just a very happy girl. i'm blessed.

じゃあ。

i remember to love, u taught me how.

i'm greedy.

2007-04-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

lost of appetite recently. lost 1 kg, sorta freaked lin nah out. she says i gain n lose weight too easily. =)

another msg to my dearest LO: 10%.. IS ALOT!

caleb just showed me this anime's shots. the anime is called Byousoku 5 Centimeter. here are some of the shots. i think the image is sooo nice. Enjoy.

i'm missing school.

じゃあ。

report..

2007-04-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

i feel like crying. i hate to type tt stupid attachment report. some1 kindly tell the stupid LO to fuck off. not coz of the report but bcoz of her being bias. i know it's normal, but i dun think i and many others deserve being treated like that.

I heard that there's alot of gays in California Fitness.

じゃあ。

updatess..

2007-04-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

sunday work till 2300, monday till 2200, tuesday till 1800, wednesday til 2306. HOO!! but i'm feeling real hyper today for god knows what reason. haha. i broke the record of all the VTs in my department. have yet to break lance's record of 0200 though. haha!

working in the office makes one feel fat n bloated. yucks.

じゃあ。

no point telling the world tt we r educated when many of us lack basic manners.

to my dearest LO.

2007-04-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

to my dearest LO, i know sunday (8 April) WAS easter, it's over. so u dun have to gimme an egg for my report on monday (9 April). I dun really like belated presents, ya..?

Regards
Krystal

じゃあ。

whatever.

2007-04-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

i just typed a full long entry, but it wasn't published.

so, it's not my fault that i have short entries.

i dun look jap anymore. i look ugly. how do i go home with my current hair...?

じゃあ。

Good Friday!!

2007-04-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

i saw this on yifan's friendster blog. n i tot it was nice. Btw, easter's on monday.

One day, LOVE and FRIENDSHIP met. LOVE asked FRIENDSHIP, "Why do u exist when I already do??" FRIENDSHIP replied, "To put a smile where you leave tears." =)

Do not walk infront of me, I may not follow.
Do not walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me, And be my FRIEND.

じゃあ。

when u said that, it is done.

2007-04-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

i wanna share this great experience i had today. =))

i woke up today in a super good mood like i was trouble free. as if the Prince of Peace came to find me. I felt some1 tell me "dun worry, everything is being taken care of." so i was feeling high since morning. nv felt sooo trouble free in weeks. then just now, when my bro was watching this indian video, i sorta tried talking to him again. so i said "r u ok? y r u watching the indian video?" then he said "funny leh! u wanna watch together?" HOO!! nearly 3 weeks nv talk.. at least it's improving now i guess. y? coz Daddy God was taking care of it for me! no trouble is too small or too big for him!

Also, abt my mum. she came home and i asked her if the lab results were out. n she said. THE DOCTOR SAID THAT IT WAS NOT CANCEROUS! HALLELUJAH!!!!! omg. 2 worries off. now left the last 1 which is.. my mum went to c this supposedly VERY LING de fortune teller. he said that my mum will have a serious problem with my dad in 2009. n he told my mum tt my dad 偷情 last year in july. when my mum doubt it, he said "cannot be. sure got 1." omg. tt fortune teller is scary la. is he trying to break my family up or something? hmmm..

i dunno, i'm high. Good Friday's coming! HOO!!!!!

じゃあ。

-i know i'm well taken care of even if i'm left with nth.-

it's a mess.

2007-04-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't be missing him. some1 pls stop my tots. i've got enough worries, pls do not pile yours onto mine. if only, i could take a day leave and accompany my mum to the doctor on monday... i would have been clearer abt her situation. I need my angel. where is he?

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night

Here I am
Here I am

Now I'm standing in the cold (Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul (From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I knowIs I gotta let you go
Here I am Here I am

But where were you when I was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post-it note is what
I've gotIt says: "I'm sorry, but I know you're not"

There will come a day when all of this is in my past
And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
I'm trying not to fall
Damn it's such a long way down
But here I am

i'm already at the edge, kick me down if u want to. but pls dun take everything back.. pray for me, my friends.

dotss..

2007-04-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

was chatting with yi fan on msn just now.. she's my sec sch senior btw. she just read my blog n she said..

Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
i oso like to lend out my vcds
-Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
cos they're never returned to me sia
-Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
haf to beg for it de
-Rille-~I'm not going to the BBQ afterall, everyone... ~ says:
*sigh*

she added on that pple who borrow n spoil the vcds n dun admit de are the worst. 最低(saitei)! btw, yi fan's full time occupation for the time being is a couch potato. LOL.

i love talking to my guitar, piano or imaginary friend. no1 talks to me. i'm bored. tt's my life for the time being. Oh ya pple, standing in the middle of a battlefield is just scary.

じゃあ。

ABC, kiam cai char lor ti...

too many tots.

2007-04-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

i just bought my guitar. a guitar for beginners.. some s'pore brand la. oh well, it's just for learning, dun need to get those $500+ de.. haven't tot of a name for her though.

PPLE, I WILL NOT LEND OUT ANY OF MY VCDs/DVDs anymore. PLS TAKE NOTE. i've received complaints that the CLICK VCD is spoilt, there are too many scratches on it. I dun mind if u spoil those english movies, is my dad who minds. BUT i definately mind pple who spoils my japanese dramas. Pls note tt my "1 litre of tears" DVD 4 is spoilt. i dunno if i bought tt time spoil already? or some1 spoilt it. oh well, if some1 spoilt it, normally, pple will say "no leh. i watch tt time ok leh.." so i can forget abt finding the culprit. but if it was spoilt originally, then i apologize.

alright. so here's some thoughts of mine.

pple who are attached, please do not neglect your family members. other than God, they are probably the only ones who will nv forsake u and love u all the same for who you are.

the rest, let the lyrics say for itself.

I couldn't tell you
why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Dont know where she belongs
where she belongs.

She wants to go home but nobody's home
Thats where she lies broken inside
With no place to go
no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes and look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
and now you can't find what you left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Dont know where she belongs
where she belongs.

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place

ah!!!

2007-03-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

it's sooo easy to get answers from hy! just drill her! wahahahahaha.

n pple, believe me when i say i dun have a bf. i dun have 1 now at least. fortune teller say he coming soon.. the fortune teller which kenny sia went to when he went on his hk trip. LOL!

じゃあ。

friday!!

2007-03-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

friday is gym day! so as usual, went to the gym with hy. b4 we showered, i told her i wanted to try tt famous teh tarik next door, so we say after we shower we will buy 1 cup n share. when we stepped out of the gym..
hy: eh! i tot u say u wanna buy the teh tarik to try..?
me: oh ya hor.. come~
hy: but u buy liao cannot bring mrt leh..
me: erm.. of coz cannot bring mrt la.. mrt so big n long how to bring? superman ah?

LOL. Hy is mushroom.

Went to far east eat.. nice! the stall.. we just anyhow try.. then nice!! esp the spring onion and beef!!!! haha. then went taka lor. while walking there.. we saw the tarot cards reader on the street.. and we realise.. he's the guy who was sitting beside us when we were having dinner! LOL!

some1 say wanna buy beard papa and donut at taka.. but then donut dun have the 1 she wants, then i was attracted to the pretty strawberry cakes at bakerzin.. so i stood there n keep looking. then mushroom spotted the sign beside "selected cakes 3 for $14.80" n the selected cakes r.. those which are left. so me n hy share lor. i bought 2 n she bought 1.. the strawberry cake was soooo pretty.. WAS. y izzit past tense? coz i haven't eat yet, i just bought it n it's missing a portion. a mouse ate it. LOL.

i got a qn.. if you c 1 girl n 2 guys shopping.. then the girl holding 1 guy's hand.. walk walk walk.. then suddenly kiss the other guy's cheek. Can some1 tell me.. who is the bf n how is the other guy related to her..? i'm just curious, coz i got alot of different ans.. do not misunderstand, this is just what i saw when i was shopping some time ago, mayb last year? LOL.

じゃあ。

qns.

2007-03-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

i just came back from work. phew~ another day at work. here's some qns i would like to ask..

1. Why do many pple prefer to wait for the next lift so that they can take the lift alone?

2. Why do SOME guys like to sit like they got super huge balls? (sorry for being crude)

3. Why do some pple just have the "i'm-bu-shuang-u" face?

4. Why many people don't have the courtesy of pressing the lift button for u though they are closest to it? Why do they like to press their floor level then move to the back? Why doesn't any1.. ANYONE in the lift press the "door open" button when they c some1 going to step in when the door is closing? Why do they just let it hit that poor person trying to step in? Is it a kind of punishment for delaying their 3 seconds?

can some1.. ans my qns?

been crying myself to sleep lately. dun cry yourself to sleep pple, it's a bad habit which will make your eyes kinda dry n pain the next morning. for me, tt is. =) i think i'm kinda scared to go to work, tt time i slept at 11, at 12 i heard a commotion, n i tot it was 6am n time for me to get up to go to work. -_-" how nice.

じゃあ。

who says.. guys dun have mood swings?

2007-03-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

my eldest bro have been ignoring me since yesterday. he came back from soccer in the afternoon n has been ignoring me since. oh well, nth is going my way recently. nth at all. hope some1 come save me. or mayb.. i'm born to be lonely..?

where is my 专属天使..? mayb he decided to PS me. oh well. =)

寂しいね.. just feel like hiding in 1 corner of a room.. seems like i can't trust many anymore. esp. guys.. not even my bros..

i'm all alone.

じゃあ。

看远方~

2007-03-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

went to gym with hern ying on friday.. fun! we obviously look so lost finding for the ladies room. i realise this.. gym mirror makes u look fatter than u are, certain shop mirrors make u look slimmer than you are.

i dunno how many more mistakes i can afford to make.. go work, do nth. do things, do wrongly, get scolded. dunno how to do, ask, they look abit irritated. my senior sits sooo far away from me. n i myself feel bad asking her how to do some stuff. oh well. 4 more mths. n i'm free. i'll just keep telling myself "3rd august, 看远方.. all these are gonna be over soon."

working 6 days a week, 1 day for jap class. i wanna learn how to play the guitar! seems soo fun. can play n sing n destress. playing chords on my keyboard.. also can la. but.. guitar seems more fun. =). tax e-filing this sat. so not looking forward to it. oh well. "看远方!"

じゃあ。

私の心にあんたは一人だけだ。ただ　一つの愛がほしいのに。

tired..

2007-03-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

listen to yuna ito's latest song, I'm Here. a new breakthrough, tt's my personal view. I love the sound of the violin. =)

i'm tired.. i'm like a walking zombie. think i'll die of fatigue in 2 mths. =)

masei? largeable?

2007-02-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmm. went with HY this jap place to eat today.. not high class 1 la.. those like fast food chain liddat de place.. then the place was weird.. they greet pple welcome.. in short form! "MASEI!" n when 1 shouts, the other 2 at the counter also shouts. the 1 inside the kitchen, who can c the customers.. will shout first.. followed by the 2 cashiers.. it sounds like this.. "吗- say~ 马 SAY!" (SAY as in the tone/way Hard Gay's 3rd "SAY" sounds like when Hard Gay goes "SAY! SAY! SAY!").. n i forgot how the last 1 sounded like.. but the 2nd 1 definately sounded like a french word. then i order.. the cashier.. who looks sooo blur.. i point at the board behind. he ask me point at the menu on the table. i c he so blur so i point n tried to make it easy for him, who knew.. tt he would make it more difficult for me..

Me: "i want 1 of this. n 1 of this. Tt's all."
Cashier: Largeable?
Me: "HUH?!"
Cashier: Largeable..?
Me: Erm.. no.. (i didn't know what he was talking abt, but since i only want the meal, anything else would be a no.)

N the rest of the order was ok.. but the way he pronounce also abit hard to make out what he saying la. The worst part was "largeable". =) I went back to the seat n told HY.. n she laughed la. so mean. laugh at pple.. tsk tsk~ LOL.

Oh, i bought my nintendo DS lite 2 days ago! I've been playing the game called.. "new super mario bros".. yeah.. damn fun!! some1 pls get a set too so tt i can play with u those multi player games n can have a chat using it. LOL.

Have been working for attachment.. 3 days have passed.. i have nth to do most of the time.. dozing off once in a while.. ya.. i learnt alot of stuff working at raffles place area la... 1 of the things i've learnt is the "tissue law". if u all dunno what is it.. it's just.. to use a packet of tissue paper.. to book seats in the food court.. coz it's damn crowded everywhere during lunch break, so they just use the packet of tissue paper.. to book the seats while they go buy their lunches. haha.

じゃあ。

pple, watch your backs... AT ALL TIMES.

2007-02-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

watch your backs.. AT ALL TIMES. tt includes when you are at home. =)

it's not my fault tt u r possessive n want everything to be within your "control". I'm not a puppet. neither is mum 1. just becoz u have balls doesn't give u the right to control the females. sorry for being crude. i'm just pissed.

watched ghost rider today. i spent soooo much $.. go for the last k student session coz once apt starts, there wun be any k box-ing till 3 august.

busy day tml. everyday is a busy day! hoo!!

じゃあ。

謝和弦 = R.CHORD = 大樹!!! 大好き！

2007-02-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

R CHORD IS SOOOOO CUTE!!! N he's only 1 year older! Standing at 176cm!! n he like punk rock stuff too!! K la, no link. I just find him cute lar. LOL.

Credits: Chord's personal blog. =)

**I saw this in chord's blog..

To handle yourself, use your head;

To handle others, use your heart.

If someone betrays you once, it's his fault;

If he betrarys you twice, it's your fault.

馬鹿に付ける薬はない。死ねよ。殺して。

2007-02-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

馬鹿に付ける薬はない。 --> There is no cure for stupidity. =)

死ねよ。 --> Go die~

殺して。 --> Kill me.

i'm just bored. where's my prince? will he come? or has he lost his way?

じゃあ。

EXAMS OVER!!

2007-02-17T00:56:00.000+08:00

It's finally over. Been a hectic n stressful week for me. Watched babel and the protege. In the protege, u get to revise your FIT n MACRO ECONS.. oh. n your CHEMISTRY. =)

I didn't choose my looks, face or body.. so y do pple make it sound like i had a choice? I didn't choose to look like a guy from far, did i? I didn't choose to look like.. ghost.. or L.. mayb i should go join the campaign for real beauty by dove. haha. I see your true colours shining through.. so dun be afraid to let them know you are beautiful like a rainbow~ LOL. Oh well, every 1 in 5 girls considers plastic surgery? *Shrugs*

I learnt a few things today.. i learnt how ugly i really am, how unique a.k.a retarded i really am, how much i lied to myself tt it is just me being sensitive. =) It's L.. or ghost.. or.. look like a guy from far.. maybe i'm a guy who looks very much like a girl n loves to cross dress. I once received an email.. learning point is to change yourself instead of change the world.. oh well, no matter what i do, i will still be the ugly duckling. it's not that i'm not a chameleon which can't blend in to the crowd. That was a lie. The fact is I'm an ugly duckling n mayb the crowd.. doesn't want to blend in with me. Simple as that n it took me so long to understand. =)

Hope HY's red eye gets better. =)

Oh, n happy 19th birthday crystal! =) 誕生日おめでと！

じゃあ。

信じよう。

2007-02-08T16:20:00.000+08:00

blah~ nth but study n work these few days. so bored. gotta work on sat. hope i pass the test n tada~ i can officially work at the time i want.

yeah. so here's some updates abt me these few days.
1. Study n study. RFA paper tml. feel like sleeping now..
2. Tissue papers n notes in a mess in front of me. Occupying more n more of the dining table.
3. Nth but LS, LS n LS.. resulting in a loss of 2 kg.

Stress.. is taking over.. Read "STRESSED" the other way. It becomes "DESSERTS". =)

じゃあ。

我聽見一個熟悉的聲音.. 是雨還是我的淚?

2007-02-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

just disappointed. with friends n some other things. dun bother asking coz u're not gonna get anything out from me.

krystal shall and will NOT tolerate nonsense or ANY actions by selfish or self centred pple. tt includes tt guy in TA 28.

in the meantime, life still goes on.

じゃあ。

first OJT.

2007-02-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

hoo. first OJT was stressful. I stuttered n stuttered. Coz it's not my money. Tt's y it's stressful. N u gotta be fast n accurate, especially when it's closing. Haha. got 2nd n 3rd OJT on tues n wed.. both 6pm-12am. I only got 3 days to study 3 topics. God bless me. Brothers n sisters pray for me. Pray that i will pass all my modules for this sem and also pass my OJT.

Oh yeah, with a job like that, i could probably be a rapper. =X

じゃあ。

THAT OLD QUESTION BUT IT-ANSWER

2007-02-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

My friend just told me a joke..

CHILD: Dad, where did I come from?

DAD: Okay, we had to have this conversation some day.. Listen.. Dad and mom met in a chatroom on the net. I set up a meeting with your mom and we landed in the bathroom at the CyberCafe. Then, mom did some downloads from dads memory stick and when dad was ready to upload, we discovered that there was no firewall. Seeing that it was a bit too late to cancel, I just carried on doing the upload.
Nine months later, the damn virus appeared!

CHILD: Huh?

wonka's KRYSTALS 'n' kream

2007-01-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

THANX CRYSTAL!! crystal was so nice.. she bought me the wonka's chocolate.. KRYSTALS 'n' kream! haha! "very nice, high 5~"*

Yeah, so i went around showing every1 the chocolate wrapper.. I went to office today to settle the contract thing.. then i showed my colleagues also.. lol.. saying that a friend of mine saw it n bought for me..

Wootx. THANX CRYSTAL!!!! =)

n sam, i'm not fat, neither am i ba ba.. neither do i have an extra layer... argh...
n krystal held that u r guilty for saying tt word. Consider yourself unlucky that it slipped out of your mouth at tt time. =)

じゃあ。

*Borat's line.

lyrics of X JAPAN - Tears

2007-01-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

this is what the english part is singing. LoL.
_____________________________
Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
and you, you never said good-bye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought
you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

Dry your tears with love.
_____________________________

I'm depressed n sad. Mayb coz i useless, stupid or what.. tt's y no1 want to choose me for apt. better not tell my dad ba, later he thinks tt way too. heh. must be coz results no good.. tt's all he will say i guess. i dunno.

tt day go job training.. every1 got mentor except me. my mentor suay suay tt time busy. pple mentor teach them, i have to ownself read the script. lucky my bro taught me the night b4. or else i'll be so damn lost. no1 wants me for all areas in life. mayb tt nightmare will come true some day.

i feel like shit. period.
_____________________________
congrats, my mum just told my dad abt it. he said..
Dad: I heard u nv get the attachment yet ah..
Me: Ya..
Dad: They got say y anot..?
Me: Hern ying called.. they say so far haven't found a slot for us.. but we will get ours sooner or later..
Dad: izzit? or izzit coz... erm.. those with better results 1 get first izzit..?
Me: I dunno. Should be random ba.

C~ i know my dad so well. It's not abt whether sooner or later will get it. It's the answering of "y i dun get my APT like the rest" n "y i dun get into the big 4 like others". Y? Coz i'm not born lucky, tt's y. My mum also quite unhappy abt it, she ask if she can call sch n ask y they do it so slowly. My mum knows i'm depressed, tt's y she's concerned. My dad isn't. I guess. At least i dun c the concern from the way he asks his qns.

Some1 lend me a shoulder to cry on?

some pple r just luckier than others.

2007-01-28T18:23:00.000+08:00

every1 is equal, but some r more equal than other.. i think it's from animals farm? haha.

anyway, congrats to steph for getting into PWC for her attachment. おめでと. =)

which leads me to wonder.. will i get to go attachment? n where will i be going? some wu lu company? oh well, only God knows n he sure knows what's best for me.. so no matter where i go, it's all for my best. =)

i was in the car going home after japanese class when i received her sms just now. so i told my dad. n what he said? "must b coz your results not as good as hers la! or izzit must sign up?" then i say "dun need to sign up la.." then he said "how u know? mayb she sign up then nv tell u leh?" ... now i know y i always think pple r evil n selfish. n i know y i, myself, am selfish. coz i'm brought up tt way. just like my dad tells me "men marry for sex, women marry for love". tt's y i think guys r useless bastards. =) (NOTE: SAM, IT'S GUYS, NOT お姉ちゃん (oneechan(oneesan), means elder sister in japanese))

enjoy the song if u haven't, pple. it's nice. some part of it is in english, provided u can make out what the vocalist is singing. haha. i can, i dunno abt u.

i wanna work on first n second day of CNY. i went for training yesterday. pls, the job is so easy. just have to be polite n know some soccer rules. i earned $22 for training yesterday. LoL. just sit there n listen also got $. when there r matches, u will be busy, but most of the time u will just sit there n watch the tv. n get paid $8/hr. wEee~ for 1st day of CNY, the rate is $20/hr + a $28 ang pao from the company. 2nd day is $16/hr + ($28 ang pao - provided u did not work on the first day). 3rd day is.. $12/hr, but no ang pao. N since i only got 2 aunties to visit, i'm planning to work on 1st n 2nd day.. to work towards my goal of earning enough money to go japan for a holiday using my own $.. n mayb earning enough $ for adidas jacket/emily pants. so pple, what's your opinion?

じゃあ。

blaw project

2007-01-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

i had lots of fun today during blaw, esp when i laughed at the ojiichan. LoL. =X

じゃあ。

lesson learnt

2007-01-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

just now, my mum said tt her colleagues said tt the butterfly necklace which i gave her on her bdae was nice. so i was asking her..
Me: Y dun u wear the other 1..?
Mum: I dun really like the other 1..
Me: Oh, the other 1 is for u to wear to dinner mah.. more elegant.. crystal says the other 1 more elegant.. i also tot u will prefer the butterfly, then crystal say the other 1 can wear to dinner or what de.. the more elegant.. so i bought 2 lor..
Mum: Dun teach me how to dress. Last time say my coporate clothes aunty. now borrow from me for presentation.

oh pls, i'm hurt. thanx for tt last sentence. it's a lesson learnt. n i nv once said your formal wear was aunty. the most i say aunty also your normal clothes only. the person who always critisize your dressing is the house dog, not me.

______________________________
Lei Rong Ming, our manager, say he gonna make the 5 of us (me, eve, hy, steph n crys) more 红 than S.H.E.. LoL. Sharon is our make up artiste. Yeah. Manager say tml got press conference.. must wear formal.. LoL. This is freaking lame. But funny.

LIB?

2007-01-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

this entry is dedicated to dearest Love is Blind (LIB). Call me crazy. =)

Love is Blind
Balance Sheet
As at 25 January 2007

Assets
Non Current Assets
Fixed Assets
Family
Less: Accumulated Depreciation
Dog
Less: Accumulated Depreciation
Boyfriend
Less: Accumulated Depreciation

Current Assets
Cash at Bank
Debtors - Classmates ($ for Notes)
Total Assets

Equity & Liabilities
Current Liabilities
Creditors - Music School (Salary)

Equity
Capital
Drawings
Total Equity & Liabilities
The annex notes form an integral part of the financial statements.

1. Background
LIB was incorporated on 25 January 1988. The main office is at 3_, K___ G___. The year ended for the company is 10 December. The financial statements were authorized for issue on 1 April [April Fools Day].

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12. Event After Balance Sheet Date
Non-adjusting event: Hern Ying was certified "blind" since 15 December 2006.
(It is an non-adjusting event as there were no signs of her turning "blind" b4 the date stated.)
These notes form an integral part of the financial statements.

The financial statements have been audited. The 'Audit Company' are people from ex TA29.

This is my self-made bdae present to LIB. Gomen, i'm broke. LOL. Disturbing u makes my day a better 1~ LOL. =X
ジェシカちゃん！　誕生日おめでとう！

WELCOME!

2007-01-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

Some1 got knocked down by the MRT at eunos today.. so sad.

Exams r coming. y am i still slacking? LoL.

I made this blog coz crystal complains tt she can't tag my blog. LoL.

じゃあ。

To guys: If u love her, don't make her cry.
how i wish i could stop her tears. it breaks my heart seeing/hearing her cry. i've nv seen/heard my mum cry so hard b4, the last time she did was at my grandma's funeral.